Vanity of insanity **

Moonlight burning my eyes.
nails sliting my fair palm.
Broken glass in the corner,
Screaming blood for you.

i will breathe for once.
i will speak the truth for once.
i will ignore my thoughts for once.
i will touch you for once.

Loneliness chokes me.
Shatter my tongue.
Pour soul into me.
Make me smile.

Prick my heart.
Bite my neck.
Tear open my veins.
Taste the torment in my blood.

Torn satin smells of you.
Say you love me, i'll forgive you.
Dont stand there watching me,
Tell me you do care for me.

Your fingers Feel my face.
Kiss me more before u go.
sew my life back.
my heart is torn to death.


**After-effects of an overdose of heavy metal

Happy Anniversary.....

Im glad you came.
Eyes drenched in rain.
The roses smells sweet.
Sing me our song again.

I am happy to hear you talk.
and feel your warm breath.
Your touch is so gentle.
i know you miss me.

I wish i cud make u smile.
i feel guilty and helpless
Believe me, its my fault.
dont cry...

The wind is bleak.go home.
i will wait. im still here.
I wish i could go with you.
And pretend that i was alive.