I'm so upset, i can't think of a title...

Black pearls starred in my eyes, so bright.
my silken skin embalmed in moonlight
Enticingly enthralling, my beauty
the mirror praised all night.

He never noticed,
The sweet scent in my hair,
my sultry eyes; my lips, a lusty lair,
the crest of my breast,
he never noticed, he didn't care.

My body, painted in summer hue,
dressed in lilac lace and dew
smelled of lust & love, raw yet ripe,
Waited lovelorn,but the truth,my heart knew.

He had no time for me, my wait saw no end.
He spent his evenings with his friend.
I craved for his touch
Not an icicle of romance,would he spend.

I was angry and frustrated
Unsatisfied and lonely, neglected.
No matter how hard i tried
I couldn't attract him, our love life was dead.

I loved him,I wanted this to work out
He refused to meet a counsellor
Confused about our future
I asked the traditional Pink flower

To show me a sign,tell me what was true...
Killing a bloom to dispel my gloom
I ripped a hundred petals,chanting...
"He loves me.
He loves me not.
He loves him.
He loves him not.
He loves him...
He loves me not. "

And that i already knew..



( Disclaimer: it isn't a real-life story. it is only fictional. )
Here's the much needed explanation: this is the tale of a girl who's boyfriend is gay. read it again to appreciate this.

Rains in the afternoon

Clouds swirled all over
and tweety birds sang.
O' it drizzled ever so slight
My luscious hair was damp
I was walkin home
i walked, all alone.
Leafy arch lay inviting
My path, a mini-jungle.
i heard a tender rustle.
Expectin a snake or a squirrel,
i looked closer and Alas! It was just...
A man squattin behind a bush!

Whilted FLowers beneath the castle.

A new moon howls.
Heavy clouds disappear.
Bare walls bow,
and the truth is clear.
A neck jeweled with crimson clots,
Tonight feels its corpse quiver.

An irresistible seductive glance,
acquires an enthralled invite.
Lascivious love burns a warm soul.
No shadows can the virgin mirror cite.
Naked veins devour a bleeding dawn.
Again, the end begins with a bite.



Vampires lay in coffins in isolated castles, only to get out during a full moon. Vampires trap their victims by seducing them into letting them..err...have it their way. The vampires cannot survive sunlight and have to return back before it dawns and with their thirsts quenched. Vampires have no reflection. Once bitten, the victim turns into a vampire himself.

Vanity of insanity **

Moonlight burning my eyes.
nails sliting my fair palm.
Broken glass in the corner,
Screaming blood for you.

i will breathe for once.
i will speak the truth for once.
i will ignore my thoughts for once.
i will touch you for once.

Loneliness chokes me.
Shatter my tongue.
Pour soul into me.
Make me smile.

Prick my heart.
Bite my neck.
Tear open my veins.
Taste the torment in my blood.

Torn satin smells of you.
Say you love me, i'll forgive you.
Dont stand there watching me,
Tell me you do care for me.

Your fingers Feel my face.
Kiss me more before u go.
sew my life back.
my heart is torn to death.


**After-effects of an overdose of heavy metal

Happy Anniversary.....

Im glad you came.
Eyes drenched in rain.
The roses smells sweet.
Sing me our song again.

I am happy to hear you talk.
and feel your warm breath.
Your touch is so gentle.
i know you miss me.

I wish i cud make u smile.
i feel guilty and helpless
Believe me, its my fault.
dont cry...

The wind is bleak.go home.
i will wait. im still here.
I wish i could go with you.
And pretend that i was alive.

The corspe bride

Why don’t u look into my eyes,
Two shattered windows to a solitary soul;
Memories and nightmares sleeping in them.
Searching for u among the blossomed flowers
The weeping candles adorn my distant celebrations
A gathering of silence rejoices my forgotten essence.


I have been waiting for a thousand years, since that day,
In darkest end of our aisle with my jaded diamonds
Numb Fingers embracing a thorny dead rose bouquet
My virgin satin laces holding my perished flesh together.
Lonely eyes soaked in dewy love, anticipating sweet vows.
A putrid veil awaits your kiss on my parched lips.


Love, I have stood silently through intermittent ceremonies.
Frozen inside with a worn fantasy- Our beautiful wedding.
My gloves tremble when I cross my fingers behind the crowd
I got a bullet for a ring, a grave for an altar and tears for wishes.
A bloodied gown, stained with eulogies, whines in the moonlight...
Yet I bear this death with an undying hope to live happily ever after.

OPen Ur EyeS**

Pain dripping down my face...i lie, half asleep, half dead...in this pinching darkness..im falling apart...waiting for you to Wake me up.

Look into my eyes.
Pity me.
Untouched numb fingers.
Frozen breaths.
Damp earlobes.
My vanishing core.
A sleeping heart.
Make me whole.
Bring me back to life.

Look into my eyes.
Quivering eyelids.
Blank reminiscence.
Quaint blood on the floor.
Reverent knives.
Rhetoric heartbeats.
Unscathed wounds.
Supine truculence.
Bring me back to life.

Look into my eyes.
The message is for u.
I am not gone yet.
Hold me back.
Behold threats.
Accused words.
Cheated stains.
Nude arms pleading:
Bring me back to life

Look into my eyes.
Dont blink at my nothingness.
Spend each second with me.
Echoing demands.
Forgiving lies.
Belong to me.
Feed my silence.
Give me my self back
Bring me back to life.

Look into my eyes.
Assure me my love and
kiss my bloodied lips.
Lose ur reality to
Make me happy.
Give me everything.
Kill yourself.Live for me.
Till death do us part;
then Bring me back to life.

**After-effects of an uber-overdose of death metal